How you go on...

(borrowed from My Tangible Peace-this is beautiful)

“You can shed tears that hes is gone,
or you can smile because he has lived.
You can close your eyes and pray that he'll come back,
or you can open your eyes and see all hes left.
Your heart can be empty because you can't see him,
or you can be full of the love you shared.
You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday,
or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.
You can remember him only that hes is gone,
or you can cherish his memory and let it live on.
You can cry and close your mind,
be empty and turn your back.
Or you can do what he'd want:
smile, open your eyes, love and go on.”

My "Forever Love"...

There is a boy named Evin...
He taught me about Love. That love is everlasting, a bond not even death can steal. A love so deep, so strong, that even in the passing time my heart carries it on.
There is a boy named Brayden...
He taught me to Believe. In second chances and a love that multiplies. For when you think you couldn't possible love more, it doubles and triples and continues to grow!
As for my other two babies...
The ones I never, even in my womb, got to see, or hear, or feel. They taught me a type of love I did not know existed. One of hope and longing.
All my babies have taught me of Love. How different it can be. Yet one thing stays the same... It's Real, and will last an eternity!