I was sitting the other day enjoying the flips and kicks coming from my belly and deep in thought on how my life was going to be in just a few short weeks.... WAIT, just WEEKS??!! Wow the time had gone be so fast! How could I be 30 weeks pregnant already? I feel like I have missed much of this pregnancy, distracting myself with work and other things, as to not dwell to much on my pregnancy.
I have thought about before, writing about this little one that grows and kicks within me. But could not bring myself to write. Scared that if I get to "into" or excited about this baby, he might somehow be taken away. I feel like everyday I hold my breath till I feel him move again, reassuring me that he is still ok.
I have this plaque on my bedroom wall that reads: "Everyday holds the possibility of a Miracle!" Every time I see that plaque I can't help but be so thankful for my seemingly healthy and growing baby... HE IS MY MIRACLE! And I thank God every day for the time He has given my with Brayden so far.
So now I would like to write... to record however I can this wonderful little life I have been blessed with.
Mommy can't wait to meet you brayden James!
